LA

im going to LAAAAAAAAAA! i am so stinkin excited!

no i havent been there before, i might be the only one on earth. when i was younger i would beg my mom to move us there so i could become an actress. i swear she was almost convinced. she is so selfish. i'll be in santa monica mostly but i'll def go see the hollywood sign and the getty. maybe go shopping at the grove and eat at nobu who knows! my only real agenda is to run into john mayer and fall in love. my bestie k is coming too, but i think her real agenda is to bump into perez hilton and fall in fag hag love with him....and see the sign. im so lucky to have the best travel buddy ever!

unless we kill eachother then its her fault.

i'm going shopping...

oh i am so broke buuuut i need new clothes cause i am going on a mini vacation to LA this month.

aaaaaah cant wait!!

i need to either find better stores to shop at that have big sizes or stores seriously need to get with it and carry bigger sizes!

gay wednesday!!

i wish i could say i have read andy's book, but i cant. i only like him cause he is a total hunk and he is super hot delivering the news. its so sexy when he went to iraq and got all up in the war.

i am not the only one too. girls and boys all over the country think he's a hottie.

and while he is not "out" who cares, if he wants to keep secrets let him. everyone knows it.

so anderson, i accept you my darling. i love you gay or not.

its fast approaching one of my least favorite times of the year....the holidays. this is especially dramatic cause im a card carryin believer in the origin of christmas...christ himself! but ugh! thanksgiving yuck christmas DOUBLE yuck! i dont like wishing someone a "merry christmas!" or wearing red and green together. i dont like the music playing in every store that is clogged with seasonal shoppers when i come there all the time like a normal person who hangs out at target. and i really really dont like santa and the lies that we tell children to believe in.

i found out santa wasnt real when i was 7. my parents had been having a tough year and christmas was reeeally last minute. all my gifts had price tags on them. no- santa does not shop at k-mart mom. but i dont care about that. i wasnt shocked and i didnt cry. its just a weird lie to tell in the first place.

i hate this time of the year for personal reasons. its such a be happy and come together with your family time of year and on a certain level i will never experience that.

plus i hate the over spending of this country during this time of year. way to get into tons of debt over pajama sets and glass balls. screw the poor, macy's is having a great sale on ties!!!

also we (christians) have 2 holidays to celebrate our faith and we spend it with a guy with a big gut and bear??? in the spring i get all pissed at a bunny too. yeah this is just crazy.

im not a complete jerk. i dont mind if you want to celebrate a holiday or two. have a few traditions if you want. just please keep it out of my face already! the music, the food, the colors, the smells everywhere, the cheer and joy...its too much.

it just makes me sad for what i dont have.

gay wednesday!

i havent loved ross mathews as long as some people. he used to be on the tonight show sometimes but his high voice and silliness didnt really make me laugh. but now hes on my best friends show Chelsea Lately and he is soooo funny! do you watch chelsea lately? if you dont you should. shes funny and shes my dear dear friend, and she thinks im the funniest thing ever! so sweet...

he used to be fat (like me!) and lost a ton of weight and on his blog its got a whole section devoted to that. be funny and get healthy!!!

so learn him, love him, live him! hes ultra gay and ultra awesome!!

let's talk clothes!

i have the urge to get a new wardrobe. i usually wear easy dresses, nothing crazy but not boring....i hope. these are things i have found or recently bought and they are all dresses and skirts duh! i gotta start dressing better. my look feels boring compared to some of the people who post on fashion blogs. i'm comparing myself to internet people...lame.

way cute torrid dress on clearance!!

old navy skirt that could be worn in the summer or with black tights in the winter, not that texas has one.

simple black gap skirt could go with anything and everything!

color block skirt from old navy is so cute right now and this is pretty simple like i like it

this is a spring looking dress from old navy but i love its vintage look.

like if i tease my hair i could look like june carter cash!!

preppy and organic looking. i can be that right? its cheap from old navy.

i like the decoration on the neck, its something you could pay tons of money from urban for but its cheap from old navy.

black tulip skirt from old navy. i want to wear this with a cute cardigan!

i bought it on sale from old navy! 25 bucks!!

i love you.

gay wednesday!

umm can we talk about how cute brad goreski is?? if you dont know who he is you are missing out. the blue eyes, the great hair, the rosy cheeks!!!!

sure hes on the gay team but thats his appeal. hes snarky enough to sit outside a cafe and people watch with, but hes so sweet and cute he would totally hug you if you felt ugly, and he can help you pick out cute outfits at target.

i love you.